19/4/2013 Sunny

Dear Journal,

Today I feel like I am always an unlucky person. The brand new kettle that I bought previously is leaking. Why every unlucky stuffs seem to drop on me every time? From the time I started to work in government hospital as a pharmacist, I did not save much money for my own. Every time I starts to have little money, it will flow out like the tap water, fast and endlessly. The summary of my money flowed to: My watch was out of order, my (that time) girlfriend asked me to pay for her car repair fee due to accident, I needed to change the mattress for my bed, I needed to buy a car which was second hand, Later my second hand car was out of order and I needed to spend 4k for the repair fee, My so-called stepfather passed away and it took quite as sum of money to settle his funeral and ritual after funeral. On and off my car tyres were leaking and I needed to change them, this went the same to my car itself. All These occurred during the first year of my work.

To my dismay, I was destined transfer to belaga but thank god, I managed to switch to daro. The days in daro were fun and I started to have my own savings but then my car was in a big sick again. Gosh, that was dangerous and I spent a sum of money again to buy a new car. Savings were gone and now there was an opportunity for me to work in private. I give it a try but this seems not going well too. Many obstacles that delay my work. From the first time I decided to buy electrical appliances and electronic camera, they have their problems too. And I needed to spend a RM 220 for repairing my brand new camera. Shit! And now my kettles did not want to cooperate with me.

Journal, I hope that this is the last unfortunate event happen to me. I'm not asking luck to give me wealth but I'm asking luck to keep everything good and smooth and need not to waste unnecessary money and energy again. Hopefully God can guide me through this.

Cheers,

Lim Kek chuong